I don’t have much to say or write. I have been down in the dumps this week. I think all of the current administration’s bullshit is finally catching up with me. Tears have been spilled every day this week. I’m sad, and fearful for the next couple generations of trans and nonbinary/gnc/2sp people. I am trying to look on the brighter side of things, but the closer we get to the 20th, the more I have been crying. I have to wonder if it is also that my surgery is coming up, mixed with the sadness for the loss in my community.
I have nothing else to say right now. I am sad. I haven’t been on SUbstack in a couple days for this reason. I may browse and try to get myself out of this funk. I know I should allow myself to feel these emotions, process them, then let them go - I’m trying…
