Okay, I know what a lot of people are going to say. Well, at least I think I know what people are going to say, or at the very least, think. People hate AI, and usually I am one of those. But this was to fun to pass up. At first, I was like, creepy, and it still is, fuck. But I have a friend who posted hers, and the difference is telling. As trans and nonbinary people who choose to go the medical route, and start HRT, the reminders are so in-your-face, that it is impossible to ignore. The trans and nonbinary joy, when the chemical align. There is a new study out about trans people who choose hrt, and what that does to brain chemistry. It is further validation that my identity as a Black trans femme enby woman who take up space is okay. That my decision to live when I wanted to die is validation. That all the hard work I have put in since beginning transition, the embarrassing moments, the sad moments, the tears spilt, the anxiety and depression - from all of that, to this almost perennially happy person. All thanks to me. Yes, others have helped along the way, especially Egg; a lot of this transition to happiness, is a direct result of the effort I put in, the internal work I did, and continue to do yearly, monthly, weekly, and daily. I am continuing to change my thoughts. I do have one major surgery left, and it is FFS, only to make my features more inline with the picture of me I have in my head. So, let the games begin, and check the pics below. You can see the difference. From sad to smiling in quite a lot of years, but still, this represents transition for me. The sad mask of a guy me versus the giddy, childlike trans femme enby woman that I am now shines through, I believe. Both pictures are me, as it is still obvious to see(hopefully, FFS will help with that a bit.) I should say that these pics were made with the devil aka Gemini
